Friday, May 23, 2008

Is that it?


Yesterday afternoon at 2:06 pm I bolted from Myers Hall aka Talbot.  All my finals are now complete, I have sixteen weeks of a Master's program under my belt, all projects are done...I'm breathing easier now than I have in weeks.  I feel good.  
As I walked to parking lot I had an overwhelming sense of joy and giddiness strike me; a relief at being done until fall.  What was I so worried about just hours, days, weeks prior?  I remembered that school is fun-I like studying.  A much different mentality than I was experiencing just an hour before that last final.  It must be similar to childbirth:  when all the action is over and things are "complete" all the pain and worries are gone.  Shoot-looking back over it all I have nothing but fond memories!  There goes my selective memory again...
This morning I woke up and thought about walking the campus and felt a quick dart of sadness; I won't be walking those paths or be seeing those campus buildings again until Fall.  *sigh*  Am I "homesick" already?  I'm already anticipating the beginning of Fall '08, greeting old friends and waving to the professors I know...  Maybe summer break isn't what it's cracked up to be.

Okay.  I just looked over at 992 pages of Dogmatic Theology by the venerable William T. Shedd and edited by Talbot's own Alan Gomes.  I won't miss that reading, nor Hermeneutics texts.  Instead, I'll be doing some reading for me this summer, and at my own pace and schedule!  Hello Summer!